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Ghostwalker2061:iconghostwalker2061:
Really, I need a reason to feel jaded about something?
Wed May 14, 2014, 7:06 PM
Ghostwalker2061:iconghostwalker2061:
I dunno.
Wed Mar 26, 2014, 5:43 AM
Burkion:iconburkion:
...did my post on the Charred image to that one guy not go through?
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Ghostwalker2061:iconghostwalker2061:
nope
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peffy:iconpeffy:
People just don't learn do they?
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sebid2003:iconsebid2003:
Thank you for the fine art & writing ( Just finished reading almost all of your stories, just the last one left for me !), it's nice to see someone trying to keep Neltharion's legacy going on after Blizzard just shrugged him off. Here's to more Nel!
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TheLeonizard:icontheleonizard:
still ileai xiekiv seem ukrisir usv ekess qe ocuirtor, batobot tir ti meansno ir re ti whais. si charis wux re kepatmasto, wux re creolna rocen vur ti repaiup. si jatil tepohair vi bensvelk ricin.
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Ghostwalker2061:iconghostwalker2061:
Ava'yorn ekess wux kiri.
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TheLeonizard:icontheleonizard:
fekiikir all of you
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Ghostwalker2061:iconghostwalker2061:
They never do.
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Apparently I've Got Experiences You Don't

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 20, 2014, 12:14 AM


I'm beginning to see a pattern here.  In my reviewers especially.

I'm a bit more...unfortunately rounded or experienced in things most of my readers are not.

I had a reviewer try to make the argument that Malygos was going to destroy the world...in a statement against why Neltharion is so blindly trying to defend him.

Which is the reasons why we had to kill Malygos because the amount of magical energy he was collecting could have ripped the planet apart, right?

Thing is though the logic in me doesn't buy into that because of...well...since Azeroth in my stories is the same size and mass of Earth...unless he's packing 53 quadrillion megatons, which is the minimum force of energy needed to break the entire planet apart, as in blow it up.

Because Azeroth, like Earth, has a mass of 6.6 sextillion tons.  Yeah, I'm not buying it, but for the purpose of drama, let's say that he could.  

And he deserved what he got.  We had to kill him.  Poor Malygos.  Thing is though, I'm guessing some of you have never had relatives that did some criminal things in their lives.  Relatives that you would love and care about.  

But I have.  And I have had those relatives own parents and brother and sisters turn a blind eye out of love of said person, no matter what is the truth, because in their mind...this person could never do something so horrible.

Hell, there were times when I questioned whether or not my own father did the things he did...because how could someone who I trusted and cared about...how could he do it?  Why?  He loves me, right?

The same thing with Neltharion.  Neltharion is an innocent who was forced into doing what he did under the possession of a evil personality/demon/whatever and the Old Gods.  But Malygos, no he went insane for a while, then was brought back to sanity and realized that yeah...he needs to destroy the planet.  He made a horrible judgement call under no influence, under sound mind.

But Neltharion, much like myself, or relatives who love this person dearly...can't think beyond any of that.  The Adventurers took his brother away.  Took his brother that he has known for nearly 70 thousand years, loved and cared for far longer than any of those mortals have lived...and then just took him away.

Worse yet, Neltharion blames himself for his brothers' criminal act.  He blames himself, thinks its his fault, and his brother was made to suffer.

Same thing does for some of you who call Neltharion angsty.  He's got a reason to be angsty.  

He's not an emo kid with his hair in his eyes, listening to "Crawling in My Skin", and cutting himself as a cry for attention because his parents took his Xbox away for not doing his homework over the weekend. 

This is a person who went through hell.  Literal hell, and he's lost and confused.  

I tend to put a bit of my experiences in my stories.  I even try to put the experiences of the people who touched my life in my stories.  

And I'm glad you all never had to go through what I went through, and I wouldn't ask for anyone to have my past, but...just remember, I'm diving deep into my own experiences which may be fantastical to you, but are very real and this is how many people do react.  

It's easy to say that you can condemn a person of a criminal act, especially if they are a faceless mook you don't know.  

It's quite different when they are your own family.

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C.W. Graham
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Apparently I've Got Experiences You Don't

Journal Entry: Mon Oct 20, 2014, 12:14 AM


I'm beginning to see a pattern here.  In my reviewers especially.

I'm a bit more...unfortunately rounded or experienced in things most of my readers are not.

I had a reviewer try to make the argument that Malygos was going to destroy the world...in a statement against why Neltharion is so blindly trying to defend him.

Which is the reasons why we had to kill Malygos because the amount of magical energy he was collecting could have ripped the planet apart, right?

Thing is though the logic in me doesn't buy into that because of...well...since Azeroth in my stories is the same size and mass of Earth...unless he's packing 53 quadrillion megatons, which is the minimum force of energy needed to break the entire planet apart, as in blow it up.

Because Azeroth, like Earth, has a mass of 6.6 sextillion tons.  Yeah, I'm not buying it, but for the purpose of drama, let's say that he could.  

And he deserved what he got.  We had to kill him.  Poor Malygos.  Thing is though, I'm guessing some of you have never had relatives that did some criminal things in their lives.  Relatives that you would love and care about.  

But I have.  And I have had those relatives own parents and brother and sisters turn a blind eye out of love of said person, no matter what is the truth, because in their mind...this person could never do something so horrible.

Hell, there were times when I questioned whether or not my own father did the things he did...because how could someone who I trusted and cared about...how could he do it?  Why?  He loves me, right?

The same thing with Neltharion.  Neltharion is an innocent who was forced into doing what he did under the possession of a evil personality/demon/whatever and the Old Gods.  But Malygos, no he went insane for a while, then was brought back to sanity and realized that yeah...he needs to destroy the planet.  He made a horrible judgement call under no influence, under sound mind.

But Neltharion, much like myself, or relatives who love this person dearly...can't think beyond any of that.  The Adventurers took his brother away.  Took his brother that he has known for nearly 70 thousand years, loved and cared for far longer than any of those mortals have lived...and then just took him away.

Worse yet, Neltharion blames himself for his brothers' criminal act.  He blames himself, thinks its his fault, and his brother was made to suffer.

Same thing does for some of you who call Neltharion angsty.  He's got a reason to be angsty.  

He's not an emo kid with his hair in his eyes, listening to "Crawling in My Skin", and cutting himself as a cry for attention because his parents took his Xbox away for not doing his homework over the weekend. 

This is a person who went through hell.  Literal hell, and he's lost and confused.  

I tend to put a bit of my experiences in my stories.  I even try to put the experiences of the people who touched my life in my stories.  

And I'm glad you all never had to go through what I went through, and I wouldn't ask for anyone to have my past, but...just remember, I'm diving deep into my own experiences which may be fantastical to you, but are very real and this is how many people do react.  

It's easy to say that you can condemn a person of a criminal act, especially if they are a faceless mook you don't know.  

It's quite different when they are your own family.

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Sleepy Hollow the Series

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2014, 10:55 PM


Let's talk about something Halloween-ish.  For once.

I am working on a Halloween image, actually a redo of this image...

The Demise of Edward Cullen by Ghostwalker2061

Because it is an awesome image, and I feel a better more HD version is in the works.  I'm not even going to change the pose or anything like that, just draw Vickie a bit better, maybe add a more autumn look rather than the summer feel of the image.  It was originally done in the summer.  So, this one will be fall.

Build up her neck, make her head a bit bigger since that's an issue that people tend to have.  And make Edward a bit viewable.  Maybe this time the Anti-Twilight group will accept it.

They didn't the last time.  So, hopefully I'll have it done for Halloween.  Since Halloween is focused a little in my mind the Shadow Dragons.  Because the are the only dragons that fit the Halloween theme because they are vampire hunters.  They are the hunters of the supernatural.  They hunt anything from demons, to evil witches, to zombies, ghouls, ghosts, everything that goes bump in the night, especially on All Hallow's Eve.

So, since it is getting close to Halloween now, I would like to share with you a series I picked up last year and I have been following since.

Sleepy Hollow!



This is the most stupid premise I have ever seen in my life!  But it is so fucking awesome!

The premise is Ichabod Crane is brought to modern times by basically being frozen in time by his Wiccan wife because he is one of the two Witnesses of Biblical fame.  The other Witness is Abby, a lieutenant working for Sleepy Hollow's sheriff department.  And apparently the Revolutionary War was the beginning of the War of the End of Days.  Because the Headless Horseman is the Horseman of Death, one of the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse.  And the Founding Fathers were all getting together to prevent the End of Days from happening.  Because I guess King George III was also behind this?  

As well as the Hessen German soldiers.  Yeah...

And now that I said that, you are all asking me what the hell I was smoking.

Like I said, stupid premise.  But that's why it's awesome.  

They treat it with such seriousness.  They could have ran with it and made it into some comedy.  But no, they didn't.  They knew it was a stupid premise, but everything is to be taken seriously because this isn't our Earth, it's basically an alternate Earth.  I guess that's the best way of looking at it without going: "This is utterly stupid!"

The characters are memorable.  All the tricks they use to allude the audience, actual plot twists that pretty  much trumps anything M Night Shyamalan has done.  And the show is very fun to watch.  Very, very fun.

Pretty much, the big reason why this is a fun ride is because of Ichabod Crane himself.  He's a Fish out of Water, temporally.  And yeah, he's gonna struggle with modern times and such, but it's not hammered in as hard as you might think it would be.  Most of the things that he has big issues with are like our sales taxes, the fact that he learned our modern progression has polluted the world, how we tend to teach history of a time he played a part in, that sort of thing.

He doesn't look at a car and go "magical chariot without horses".  He understands that he's looking at a machine, but something more advanced than what he is used to.

He understands that a cell phone is a communications device, but he doesn't understand exactly how it works, just that it does.

I think what really sold it for me was in the Pilot, when he talks about knowing George Washington personally, one of the guys pulls out a dollar bill which has Washington on it...hands it to him and says: "Good news, our side won...200 years ago..."

And that pretty much hits home to Ichabod into knowing where he is and when, seeing the fruits of what he and the other revolutionaries were fighting for come to past and what sort of country the ending of the war created.

And yes...my inner Tomboy went squee when I saw the Headless Horseman walking around with not just an axe, but a shotgun, a machine gun, and bandoleer full of shotgun shells as well as grenades and other explosives. 

Like I said, it's stupid, but it's so fucking awesome that you excuse the stupidity of the premise.

So if any of you haven't checked this out, I suggest you should.  It is on Hulu.  And it might be showing on Netflix and such.

But this is a show airing on Fox, and we all know how well things go there, especially when it's GOOD!

So, I pray that it doesn't get canceled.

Oh yeah, the two lead actors who play Abby and Crane.  Mison and Behaire...they do look so cute together...

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Despite the fact that Crane is married and Abby is married to her work.  But in a way I'm glad that they are playing the Heterosexual Life Partners things.  Good, good friends, instead of doing the usual because we have a girl lead, that means we need her to be the love interest to the male lead.

I prefer it that they stay deep and close friends, getting close to being actual family rather than being romantically involved.  

But that doesn't mean I don't see why some fans would ship them together.  Because, yeah, they do look so CUTE!  


Journal Layout by lockjavv
  • Listening to: Thriller (cover) by LoveCrave
  • Reading: Mass Effect 3 Times as Different
  • Watching: The Time Machine I found at a Yard Sale
  • Playing: Plants vs. Zombies
  • Eating: Rice
  • Drinking: Vanilla Coke
The Dive by Ghostwalker2061
The Dive
So, can he fetch?

Taken from the scene where Neltharion attempts to catch the mana bomb.

And yes, I have thought about removing Rhonin from the image just to see what it looks like. Guess what?  I took out Rhonin.  Does it look better?

Neltharion and Rhonin © Blizzard

I decided to brighten it up too.  

Also, here is the story that this image is related to...

Wrath of the Warchief by Ghostwalker2061
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Duality by Ghostwalker2061
Duality
Yeah, yeah...I know...

Knock it off with the Deathwing art.

This is just supposed to be the cover for the Coffer story. I tried other versions and wasn't satisfied until I made this. Shows the duality of Nel, one side we have evil Deathwing personality and the other, a redeemed Nel. Love concepts like this.

You can find the story here.

Warcraft: Romancing the Coffer by Ghostwalker2061

It's in PDF format.
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I Spit on Your Grave

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2014, 1:03 AM


Actually this should be titled Neltharion Spits on Deathwing's Grave.

Because if there's something that is actual text in my stories, it's Neltharion being literally, physically, as well as mentally raped.

That's actually a common theme in the story.  And why Neltharion is so broken.

One thing I would suggest is looking at Count Jackula's review of I Spit on Your Grave.

Review of I Spit on Your Grave Pt 1

Review of I Spit on Your Grave Pt 2

Because this review is quite excellent, even better than Brad's review a year ago.  At least in my opinion.

And the movie itself goes deeply (sigh) into the stupid apply-named theme of the Rape Culture.

Might as well get this over with.  I'm a child molestation survivor.  Now, while child molestation is a bit different than a grown woman being raped, there is that still message of dominance and power done by the molester to the victim.  And I was a little, weak girl, being overpowered by a much larger and stronger man.

However, though while conviction was less than sparkling even during the 80s because of I got a lot of people saying (how could that wonderful man be that horrible?  I mean, he's such a handsome and honest man...it's that mother's fault...with her slutty ways...) due to the fact that at the time my mother was between dating multiple men...and yes, it does sound as horrible as you might think.  Yeah, they blamed everything that I went through on my mother who had NOTHING to do with it.

Fuck you Justice System.

But still they are more inclined to convict a rapist who harmed a child, rather than a rapist who harmed a fully grown, mature woman.

Because Children are Innocent.  And yes, that makes it even more wrong than ever.  It's why I will always sympathize with women who are victims of rape.  And probably why I can't be allowed to serve on a jury stand if ever I'm called to court and it's about a rape case.  Because of my bias and sympathies to the victim and wanting to see justice served upon the defendant.  To the point of where, yeah, I do believe rapists should get the death penalty.  

And I also heard some good news of how other prisoners treat rapists, especially child molesters.  And why many of them are put into their own wing a lot.  It's because the other convicts will fucking murder the child molester.  Because murdering is okay, but don't you dare try to rape a kid.

But how does this all relate to Nel?  Well, Neltharion has slowly become an embodiment of a lot of what I've been through at times.  His troubled past, the fact that he has a lot of mental problems.  

But most importantly, Neltharion is a rape victim.  

Duality by Ghostwalker2061

Big time.  

He has been raped mentally and physically.  Also, Neltharion is in many aspects of how I describe him, basically the woman who after surviving all of that, is still being accused by the world at large, saying that everything that happened to him is his fault, and that he deserved everything he got.

Exactly what our society often will think of when it comes to a woman after she survives her rapist.  

And then there's other things that's applied upon him.  He's the most physically powerful Aspect on the planet, so how could he LET himself be taken down and victimized?  

Yeah...

It goes there...

Deathwing looked upon Neltharion shackled body, running a claw down his neck.
Don’t...Neltharion said in a plead. You sick bastard, don’t!
Sometimes it’s just best to close your eyes and get it over with
, purred Deathwing.
No, you promised my suffering would end! Neltharion said. Please, don’t do this again.
No. I’ve done what you asked! I’ve done it! I’ve made that accursed thing. Don’t do this to me again. No!
The Earth-Warder’s pleads are delicious, Deathwing.
And we love to watch...

Neltharion shut his eyes, grimacing just as Deathwing drew his body into a forceful embrace. It was unspeakable, horrifying, shameful. Every vile act was committed against him and he was helpless to it. He could do nothing but to submit to Deathwing’s stronger will. This was how they broke him. In his own mind, in his own body, he was forced to endure the violating act. Deathwing ravaged everything to gain full control of Neltharion’s body. Neltharion cried out, tears continuing to flow from his eyes. It only pleasured Deathwing even more.
From Romancing the Coffer

“Oh, Neltharion. Never fight me. You know you enjoy what I do to you. But to do it physically. I waited a long time for this. Whatever magic that separated you from me, I am grateful for it.”  - Deathwing 
From Murozond's Gift.

As the dragons plummeted to the ground, they shattered. But did Deathwing cry out for vengeance? No, Neltharion could remember that very vividly. Deathwing laughed, being the only dragon left flying over the valley. The parasite
that inhabited his tattered body returned to the cliff to retrieve the hapless Neltharion from his temporary prison and re-absorbed him. Then, he asked the weeping spirit a simple question.
“Did you enjoy my little show, whelp?”
Of course Neltharion did not. Broke down and wept again as Deathwing laughed,
mocking his tears.
From Wrath of the Warchief

A bit...

And does Neltharion often say it's Deathwing's fault?  Well, sometimes, but a lot of times he blames himself.  Everything that Deathwing has done, Neltharion blames himself because he believes he allowed it to happen and did nothing to stop it.  Yeah.

But it's all there.  Neltharion is hypersensitive because of it.  Which means anyone who touches him can in fact subdue him as well as bring back horrible memories.

Deathwing was a personality created by Neltharion (not on purpose though).  That is something I need to explain about a split mind such as Nel's.  In the case of Multiple Personality Syndrome, the plural person, one with two different entities sharing the same body, that were created from one mind and one personality and not some demon possession...is that the alter personality is often created for the mind to cope with a trauma.

I use a similar thing with Kiryuu Knight as well.

Kiryuu Mechagodzilla by Ghostwalker2061

Yeah, in the later stories, Kiryuu Knight is someone who suffers from multiple personalities.  It's where we get the AIs like Cortana from, and Call, and Bishop.  And in order for him to create those, he had to go through a lot of trauma.  And it was self inflicted mostly.  Except for one.  When Kiryuu's personality splitted off to create Cortana.  That was Catherine Halsey's fault.  She inflicted enormous amount of pain upon Kiryuu's mind to create the very powerful AI she needed for her task.

Which is why King Ghidorah had a bit of a thing for Cortana.  Because of how she was created, she was the closest thing he had to Kiryuu Knight...whom like Deathwing and Nel's abusive relationship, he feels he is entitled to possess and torment for his own sick pleasure.

Kinda puts this image into perspective don't it?

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There is something wrong with me.

Thing is though about DID is that the person doesn't purposefully create the personality.  It's what the brain does as a coping mechanism, to put something there as a shield to protect the main personality from the trauma.  But it isn't deliberate, at least not to the actual person being tormented.

And yes, Nel is aware that he created Deathwing to cope with the Old Gods, but that's only after the fact.  When it was happening, he was neither aware, nor could he stop it.

It's just that the personality that came from it, the sick and twisted asshole that Deathwing is, then struck down to Neltharion himself.  And yeah, raped him.  

Not only that.  But made Neltharion feel the pain of the rape Deathwing forced upon his consorts like Sintharia.  

And when the deed was done and Deathwing was gone, Neltharion was left with himself and the world telling him that it was his fault.  All the bad things that happened to him, to his flight, to the world, it's his fault.

And what's worse?  He ended up with one of Deathwing's rape victims as well, Calia...who actually continued to subdue and rape Neltharion in revenge.

“That knot was made by our Black Queen Calia––and no amount of dragon strength can untie that knot.” Then, Serinar looked up at his own lord, cocking a black, fuzzy eyebrow. “Now what sort of skills has she learned in order to figure out how to tie up an Aspect in rope and keep him bound?” 
“What goes on in our longhouse stays in our longhouse,” said Neltharion 

Yeah...that wasn't really supposed to be meant as a joke.  And you all should be ashamed for laughing.

Neltharion is actually ashamed because he is often tied during sex with Calia, and that he's ashamed of himself because he believes he deserves it.  Because society has made him to think he does.

There was a person who completely did not understand the meaning of Neltharion covering his shame after a female Twilight Dragon attempted to mate with him in order to gain more eggs from hm.  Covering his shame, the fact that his body's instinct would cause an erect penis for the purpose of copulation despite his mind screaming out: NO!

The statement of: "It's not rape because you enjoyed it."

I still stand by that chapter and Neltharion covering up his hardened cock in utter shame and humiliation because his body again was acting without his own consent.  The shame wasn't because of a dragon's sense of modesty, it goes deeper than that.  Don't see Neltharion as a dragon in that scene, but as a human.  

A female human who is a victim of rape.  

He was ashamed and wanted to hide the fact that his body enjoyed the female's vent over his cock.  And the fact that, yeah, his body actually did ejaculate.  All the while his mind was saying how wrong it was and was humiliated because his body was enjoying what he knew in his mind and his soul was wrong.  

And he would never have been able to come to such a conclusion if Deathwing hadn't been created to show him the way.

“I am bursting with my own magnanimousness!” Deathwing announced in a bellow as the two locked claws. Deathwing looked up at the much taller and wider Prestor. He looked to the claw, and with his fiery eyes wide, he noticed that Prestor was not burning. Deathwing’s heat was not effecting him. “I cannot wait to share such glory with the others.
“Others?” asked Prestor. “What do you mean?”
“My mates!” said Deathwing, the smile drawing up his rather mangled looking face. “Our mates. Perhaps I will start with Sintharia first.  Why should I do anything to our consorts when I have you here to play with instead?”

Yeah.  

And the whole world believes that Neltharion deserves every bit of what he got.  

Velen's Meditation by Ghostwalker2061

So the next time when someone wants to complain about me having Neltharion be all blubbery and cry at a drop of a hat...or be depressed when he should just get over himself, let me remind you.  That's the same thing rape victims tend to hear as well from the larger public.

Even when you hate reading those parts, I have Nel cry because he needs to.  Because for 10 thousand years, he wasn't allowed to.  And two years isn't going to be enough to make him "toughen up".  Neltharion wears his emotions upon his sleeve.  

Most stories that depict a character who has fallen from grace and then rises out of it often depict the character just shaking it all off and moving on.  But for me, that was never realistic.  But it is common place in fantasy.  Because fantasy is meant to fantasize these sort of things.

Not this story.  It's not a fantasy.  And I might as well just come out and say this right now...THIS STORY IS NOT NOR WILL IT EVER BE ABOUT NELTHARION'S REDEMPTION.  

Redemption implies that the character has done something wrong and evil and then tries to reconcile for what he has done.

Thing is though, Neltharion has done nothing wrong.  EVER!  Deathwing did it all, to the world, to Sintharia, to Calia, and to Neltharion.

This is a story about Neltharion's rehabilitation.  A character who is a victim, has gone through a traumatic event that has destroyed him from the inside out.  Turned the person into a non-person.  Take everything away that makes that person a person until it's not even an animal, it's a nothing.  A complete nothing.  

And then bring that person out of that hole and try and help him return to society.  But because of what he went through, he's so broken that he can't by himself, so he needs to be rehabilitated.  

In a world that has no social workers, has no therapists, has no means to understand nor provide such a service to such a character.  And what's worse?  He has to be the leader of an entire culture as well as be the god of the very planet the people who tell him that it's all his fault for being a victim.

Yeah, Neltharion deserves to cry A LOT!

The Dive by Ghostwalker2061

He sees himself as a failure.  And he hates himself for it.  Over and over.  He is so powerful, so strong that every nuclear weapon in the world wouldn't be able to hurt him.  He can survive heat many times hotter than the surface of the sun, pressure that's 30 million times more than what we deal with on the surface of our own planet.  He is indestructible!  But even with all that power, it fails him when he needs it the most.  And he is a failure because of it. The planet obeys him, but he can't save a single town from Garrosh's mana bomb.  

And he wishes he can run away, run away to a place where no one knows his name, or knows Deathwing's name.

And that's why we have Pandaria.  Neltharion is allowed to cry!

Also, some of you men who like to mention that even men get raped as well...you should thank me.

Because society likes to say that rape on a women, not funny.  But rape on a man, hilarious...

I think I've created the first fanfic that doesn't make fun of rape on a man, nor does it use it as a joke.  You are supposed to think of it as horrible and uncomfortable.  Which is why I think some of you men out there think Nel cries to much.  Because it's too uncomfortable to you.  

It's uncomfortable for you men to see a being that is so powerful, so masculine, be weak and helpless when yeah, his physical strength can get him out of danger.

Neltharion has a huge weakness.  His kryptonite is his mental brokenness,  his emotional trauma...

And you guys don't like to see that...see such a powerful character crawl into a corner and pout.  

But that's what happens when you break someone in half.  Can they ever be mended?


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